pretty soon

i i think i might actually hit the road. this is weird, so out of my comfort zone. but i dont think that staying here will make me feel any better. it'll just make my nights more lonely and less productive. i'd rather just work a shitty job and go to a community college somewhere where i dont need to worry about things or people that dont matter anymore :/

I am happy, that is just the saddest lie.

Wow, I am digging my own grave. This sucks, hopefully, the poles will switch tonight, or I'm out.

My best recent game "I'm a hard game to play. But you're cute and I'm drunk, and I won't lie, we've got some potential together, some good plans or whatever"

halloween

i hate that this stupid holiday is stressing me out.
my pumpkin, which also is wonderful, has no tea light.
which makes the whole thing not as memorable as i was planning.

no movie updates, besides paranormal activity, which although it is scary, i am still unsure.

i would love for some sunshine and an afternoon bike ride sometime soon, but its that time of the year again, oh well.

Ignorance the coke man, ignorance is bliss, Ignorance is love and I need that shit

Quit playing games with my heart!

Scary movies can be fun. I hope so at least.

Where the wild things are, couldve been better.

Very, very anxious to get on the road and get past Chicago traffic so Joe can drive my car. Have they invented teleporting yet? Jeez.

I cannot wait to live alone.

Work is whatever, I'm extremely hungry and very anxious. I feel like 1. Taking a smoke break 2. Earning more money 3. Doing homework 4. Being drunk?

date-ish

this week i've been pretty frisky, i think i like it. appropriately, i have been a "movie-goer" and its nice to get out of the house and do things. overworked, i can't exactly reflect on the films i have seen in the past week, but i'll leave it with, "i'm unsure".

chicago bound in a few days, unsure about it as well.
i figure its a good idea, otherwise someone would stop me, right?

fight/love

i cannot begin to describe the past week. interesting, to say the least. yet i was very rainy and i did not enjoy that.

on the drive home from work today, i noticed some red leaves. fall reminds me of saves the day, which i love, but will always remind me of him.

oh well.

i'm really hoping that i go on a nice ride this week.
things are turning around.